Thursday, September 13, 2007
Four Hundred and Fifty Nine
You're Not AloneMy 459th Post. Hah Oh cool. Someone asked me today. Purse, how's life? I took pretty darn long to answer that question. I wondered if it was actually that hard to answer. I said, well it's fine but it's not like I'm satisfied with everything I have. I try to live and deal with whatever I can. I'm over emo-ing ard and thinking how unfair life is to me. Pointless anyway. However, losing myself recently. I'm not who I use to be. And it does scare me.
My thoughts are just random and thrown all over the place. I need to figure out. Maybe mindmapping in my mind would be good. Haha. Just one word to say about my life now. Rollercoaster. I'm feeling pretty nauseous alrd. I need to get out of the ride. I need to stand up and get my life back on track. I need to think straight. I need to snap out of it. I don't even know what in the world I'm thinking lately and hence all the silly mistakes and mess I created. My dreams and ideals seem pretty hazy now.
I need you, Lord. I cannot rely on myself. I need your strength & guidance.
Things are as simple as it can get, why make it complicated?
Feelings misplacedMmmhm, anyway I was chatting with someone whom I haven met for so long. He sent me a text after that which actually made me feel assured amongst all the shit I'm alrd in. Ah well. I hope I can see you soon. Somehow.
"Pls calm down and know that you are loved"Toodles & grocery shopping at Holland V ltr :) I'm gonna stock up on lots of cereals. Heh.
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